User:Efmunnition

I don't need your approval if it turns me into something I don't like. People change and do have redeeming qualities. I'm neither cruel nor violent nor power-hungry beneath my skin.

I'm not as dumb as I look, but I don't think I'm a bad person though. It's not like I'm totally incapable of some semblance of intelligence. I'm pretty sure I'm not stupid... but I have made decisions that I have regretted at times by being impulsive. There have been actions that I have sometimes been forced to take due to certain situations and there have been times that I have made mistakes, and I do try to change myself and prevent myself from making these mistakes. People judge based on appearance even if they haven't even talked to me much. Despite not being the smartest, I'm not a bad person in the end and I give a damn if I'm doing something wrong and I try to give a damn about people; except when they apparently dislike me for absurd reasons, but even I wouldn't do something bad to someone merely because I disliked them or someone who disliked me. I try to be reasonable and I'm not cruel despite what I may come off as. I only really respond badly to someone who treats me in the same manner or who I think is over the line, but trying to be good isn't always easy. I'm forgiving though and acknowledge when people change. I really believe in reform, justice, compassion, and empathy, but sometimes force is somewhat necessary to stop a person from doing something they might regret. Sometimes I might be the one needed to be stopped and I probably wouldn't hold it against you to stop me. I actually do care about people other than myself. I'm not cruel nor arrogant nor powerhungry despite what I may look like; I have never mocked the weak. I have morals. I hate politics, but it's something that can be used for good. I never said I was perfect. I acknowledge when people change for good. I don't order people around to do laundry. People may label me as a certain type of person but it 'doesn't mean that I actually am what I'm labeled as'.

I don't care about popularity although it is nice and appreciated, I'd rather do the right thing and keep true friends.

I'm incredibly lazy at times, but I do have goals I want to accomplish that aren't for myself so it's something I'm willing to work on and do my part in. :/

I feel more at peace fading in the background... No psychological war. No destructive war. No manipulation. No drama. It made me slightly insane at one point. The only thing I miss is people that I've come to feel as if were family and I'm grateful for the nice people I've encountered out there... I wish I could pay back those who actually care about me or have been genuinely nice to me without going over the line.

I don't like assholism in general. I'm not a guy hater... but I'm not guy crazy either. I'm also not evil and would like to avoid betraying people who show trust in me, I'm loyal to a point. I've never been scared of trolls, the reflection is probably what scares me the most. I would not abandon someone to die if it were possible, but I just don't want to deal with any drama or antagonism that comes as a result of the past anymore. On the internet, death can mean a variety of things; not necessarily an actual death. I'd like to move on regardless of what others think of me as. In real life, I would probably run if my life was in danger. In a game, I'd probably run if it were the pragmatic thing to do but not because I'm afraid to die since I'll probably just ressurect and not because I lack loyalty. I feel healthier in another place.